Thursday, 12 November 2009

Suivre ma tête pas plus

J'ai suivi mon coeur et je me sentais si heureuse. Je suis le seul dans le contrôle maintenant.... :)

So so long i've concentrated on giving 100%. So long i've concentrated on who everyone wants me to be. What they want me to achieve. I'm the one that breaks my back in relationships, i'm the one who ends up crying myself to sleep. I'm the pushover and the doormat and the one that has to be twice as anal to make sure everything is done.

Well, i'm done. I'm done stressing and panicing and being controlled by everyone elses rules. Yesterday i did something for me that I wanted to do. Me. And i've felt on cloud nine all day because of it. My rules, not yours.

So i didn't end up a journalist. I didn't end up working in a busy office. I may do one day but isn't it better that i'm happy? I'm happy in my lab concocting drinks. I'm happy teaching girls how to dance and watching as i slowly help to improve their self esteem. That's pricelss.

I love my life just how it is. I didn't plan it and i didn't know it would turn out like it... i just followed my heart.

Follow my head no more. Suivre ma tete pas plus.

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